Okay, i'ts been a couple months and let me just say I did a lot of stuff I thought I never would have.
I started going out like a lot, hanging out with people I never ever would have before. It's interesting to start living in a way that you didn't used to in the past. It makes me wonder what younger me would think about my behaviour these days.
I broke up with my boyfriend and met this new boy a couple months later. He is bringing out a side of me that I didn't even know existed, and honestly I love it. I feel like I am finally living again after being a constant state of numbness and zombie mode. Speaking of zombie mode, I fucking love zombies. Theres just something so intriguing about the concept of an apocolyptic, cannobalisitc world. Like imagine living in that kind of dystopia, although we do already live in our own in a lot of ways.
im gonna go find something else to do
xx, cherrysoda